chickintheham

I've decided to gain weight. Not out right, but apparently subconsciously because I'm eating anything I cross paths with, with no thought whatsoever. I'm not happy. I just put on a pair of jeans to go out tonight. I have a clear muffin top and I'm loosing feeling in my left leg. I'm sure the right one is not far behind. I changed at work so there is nothing to be done about it other than put my work pants back on. I don't want to have to resort to that. I'm going to try and do some squats or something to stretch the jeans out a bit then I'll have to check the results in the bathroom mirror. Dagnabit. I had a feeling I'd put on some weight. I hate having that thought confirmed. I'm not sure what to do about it. I know that seems odd... but, you know I didn't really try to loose weight in the first place. I just cut out sodas. I have started drinking those pesky things again but only a couple a week. I hardly ever finish a can of soda even when I do have it. However, I am addicted to juice. I've admitted this before... since I don't think my soda intake is that great I guess I'm going to have to blame the juice. Something must be blamed. I don't want to blame cake. hmph. or donuts. But, I'm not sure I can give up my juice. I love love love that minute maid stuff... mmmmmm good.

Last night I went by Sams to return some pants, while I was there I took a gander at their cakes. I love their cakes... but as a single chick...I know I have no business taking one home... Only, last night they had a spice cake. I'm a sucker for anything spice. yummy. I totally bought it and took it home with me. I'm giving it a good home. Still, this afternoon, I called my mother and told her to stop by my house and take at least half of it away. I hope she does. That would be good for my belly. I think, I'll freeze what ever is left over. I'm not good at pulling such things out of my freezer to eat. I'll pull meat or frozen dinners out but never frozen junk food. I'm too impatient for it. I think the freezer is a good plan because it will still be there, just not accessible.

This is not good. Not a good thing to realize the week before Thanksgiving. I must plan accordingly. Fraggle Rock!